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16. 𝐀 𝐂𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲

Rayan stepped out of the washroom like a man already dead—his body moving only because it had not yet learned how to stop.

Blood marked him openly now, as if his body had decided there was no point in hiding anything anymore. His face felt hollow, stretched thin over bone, eyes sunken so deep they barely seemed human. Whatever had shattered inside him had not merely cracked—it had collapsed entirely, leaving nothing but wreckage behind.

He didn’t look at Avinash.

Didn’t look at Shivangi standing rigid near the stairs, terror etched into her pale face.

He looked only at one place.

Akshita’s room.

The door was half-open, warm light spilling into the hallway like something sacred he was no longer allowed to touch. The sight of it made his chest tighten painfully.

Hope and dread twisted together until he could no longer tell which one hurt more. His feet carried him forward without permission, each step slow, hesitant, heavy with a weight he didn’t know how to survive.

He reached the threshold.

And then—

“Stop.”

Avinash’s voice cut through the air.

It wasn’t loud.

It wasn’t violent.

That was what terrified him.

Rayan froze where he stood.

Avinash was a few feet behind him, shoulders locked, fists clenched so tightly his knuckles had gone bone-white. Tears streamed openly down his face—no pride left to salvage, no mask left to wear. His eyes were red, not just from crying, but from something far deeper. Hatred. Grief. And something old, something rotten, finally dragged into the light.

“You hated me,” Avinash said quietly. “Didn’t you?”

Rayan didn’t turn.

Didn’t answer.

Avinash let out a broken laugh that sounded like it hurt to breathe. “No denial? Figures.”

He stepped closer.

“You hated me for shooting you, right?” His voice trembled—not with weakness, but with rage barely restrained. “You hated me because I betrayed you. Because I tried to kill you.”

Still, Rayan said nothing.

His silence wasn’t defiance.

It was devastation.

“That’s why you wanted revenge,” Avinash continued, his voice cracking violently. “All these years. Smiling. Playing brother. Waiting.”

He swallowed hard. “But I never thought you’d stoop so fucking low.”

Rayan’s breath hitched.

Behind him, Reva and Shivangi stood frozen at Akshita’s door. Reva’s hand flew to her mouth as understanding dawned, sharp and merciless. Shivangi’s heart slammed painfully against her ribs.

“What…?” Shivangi whispered, her voice barely a sound.

Avinash didn’t see them.

Didn’t care.

He moved in front of Rayan now, blocking the path to Akshita’s room completely. “Listen to me,” he snarled, tears spilling freely. “You bastard.”

Rayan finally lifted his eyes.

They were empty.

Broken.

Waiting to be condemned.

“I never wanted to shoot you,” Avinash said, his voice collapsing into something raw and ugly. “I was forced.”

The words cut through Rayan like a blade.

“What?” Reva breathed sharply.

Avinash laughed again—hysterical, unhinged. “That bitch. Your grandmother.”

Rayan staggered as if struck.

“What… did you say?” His voice came out hoarse, barely recognizable as his own.

Avinash pointed at his chest with a shaking finger. “We were kids. We had nothing. No power. No name. Just each other.”

His jaw clenched hard. “She kidnapped Shivangi.”

Shivangi let out a strangled sound. “Bhaiya…?”

“She took you,” Avinash said, eyes glassy as he glanced at his sister. “Hid you for days.”

Shivangi’s knees gave out. Reva caught her instinctively, horror blooming across her face.

“She told me,” Avinash continued, his voice shaking violently now, “that if I didn’t kill him—” he jabbed a finger toward Rayan “—she would kill you.”

The memory hit Rayan all at once.

Shivangi disappearing.

The chaos.

The fear.

The relief when she was found days later—quiet, shaken, refusing to talk.

“I shot you on the collarbone,” Avinash whispered. “Really precise for someone who wanted you dead, don’t you think?”

His lips trembled. “If I wanted to kill you, I could’ve shot your heart.”

Rayan’s legs gave out.

He caught himself against the wall, breathing hard, eyes wide with horror.

“I waited,” Avinash said brokenly. “I waited for you to heal so I could explain everything.”

Tears streamed unchecked down his face. “But you took Reva. You left. You didn’t look back.”

He laughed hollowly. “That’s when I realized maybe our friendship was so weak it wasn’t worth explaining.”

Reva shook her head violently, tears spilling. “No—Avinash—you should have told him—”

Rayan slid down the wall slowly, his body folding in on itself like it could no longer carry the weight of being alive.

“You think I deserved revenge?” Avinash whispered. “Fine. Maybe I did.”

His voice dropped, soaked in venom and grief. “But not like this. Not through my sister.”

Rayan’s mouth opened.

The words escaped him before he could stop them.

“I would never hurt her.”

The sentence sounded wrong—thin, fragile, alien. It echoed in the space between them, hollow and useless.

No one answered.

Avinash didn’t shout.

Didn’t argue.

Didn’t even look at him.

That hurt more than anything else.

Rayan’s gaze slid past them all—to the open door of Akshita’s room.

He could see her arm.

Still.

Pale.

Something inside him collapsed completely.

I would never hurt her, he repeated in his mind.

But the words no longer held meaning.

Because when he looked at her—at the IV line taped to her skin, at the faint rise and fall of her chest, at the way she didn’t stir or flinch or exist—he didn’t believe himself anymore.

His mind clawed backward desperately.

One memory.

One second.

One image that proved he was still the man he thought he was.

But there was nothing.

No sound.

No moment of stopping.

No clear line where he could say this is where it didn’t happen.

Only heat.

Blur.

Darkness.

Nothing.

And that nothing was enough.

Avinash turned away, jaw clenched, tears dripping silently onto the marble floor. The silence between them wasn’t charged anymore.

It was dead.

Footsteps echoed then—soft, fast, professional.

A woman in a white coat entered, eyes sharp despite the devastation around her. She took everything in with a single glance—blood on the wall, a man collapsed on the floor, two women barely holding themselves upright, grief saturating the air.

She didn’t ask questions.

She didn’t need to.

Shivangi wiped her tears roughly and stepped forward, voice cracking but urgent. “Please… come fast. Her pulse is very slow.”

The doctor nodded once and moved into Akshita’s room. The door began to close.

Rayan’s breath stuttered.

Not yet.

He took a step forward—then stopped.

This is where I leave, he realized.

He pressed his palm flat against the wall, steadying himself.

He had already decided.

He would disappear.

He would never come into her life again.

Never let his shadow poison her world.

He just needed one thing.

Just one.

To know she was alive.

He stood at the door like a criminal awaiting judgment, afraid to cross the threshold, afraid to stay, afraid to exist.

Inside, voices drifted out—clinical, detached, devastating in their precision.

“Blood pressure is critically low.”

“Pulse is thready—start fluids immediately.”

“She’s still unresponsive.”

“Toxicology will take time.”

Rayan’s heart pounded so loudly he thought it might tear itself apart.

Then the doctor’s tone changed.

Lower.

Grave.

“I need to ask—was there sexual activity involved?”

The question struck him like a gunshot.

“Yes,” Reva answered shakily.

Silence.

Gloves snapped.

“I see extensive bruising,” the doctor said carefully. “Cervical trauma. Internal inflammation.”

Rayan’s vision blurred.

“Given the drug influence,” she continued, “the nervous system doesn’t register pain normally. The body doesn’t protect itself.”

Her voice was calm.

Measured.

Merciless.

“The sexual impression,” she said, choosing her words with surgical precision, “was severe.”

Rayan’s knees buckled.

He caught the doorframe desperately, fingers digging into the wood like he could anchor himself to reality.

“She’s extremely frail,” the doctor added. “The combination of sedatives and physical stress has overwhelmed her system.”

Avinash made a broken sound somewhere behind him.

Rayan barely heard it.

“All signs point to prolonged trauma,” the doctor continued. “Under the influence, the impact is far greater than usual.”

Prolonged.

Trauma.

Impact.

The words branded themselves into his chest.

This is what they see, his mind whispered numbly.

This is what I did.

The doctor paused.

“I’m sorry,” she said. “Right now, our priority is stabilizing her. Emotionally and physically… the damage is significant.”

Something inside Rayan finally broke beyond repair.

He stepped back.

Once.

Twice.

“I—” His voice failed entirely.

He couldn’t stand there while her suffering was dissected into medical terms and pinned irrevocably to his name.

He turned.

And walked.

Fast.

Too fast.

Past Shivangi’s sob.

Past Reva calling his name.

Past Avinash’s shattered silence.

Out of the room.

Out of the mansion.

Out of her life.

The main gate loomed ahead—cold iron, final and unforgiving.

As it opened, the weight he’d been holding crushed him completely.

Rayan staggered forward and collapsed to his knees outside, hands clawing at the gravel as a sound tore out of his chest—raw, animal, destroyed.

“I raped her,” he whispered hoarsely, the truth settling like a death sentence.

The words didn’t fight him.

They stayed.

“I raped the woman I love.”

Love—something sacred—curled into something monstrous inside him.

He loved her.

He knew that now with brutal clarity.

And that made it unforgivable.

Death wouldn’t be enough.

Nothing would ever be enough.

He forced himself to stand.

Didn’t look back.

And walked into the breaking dawn alone.

Inside the mansion, the doctor removed her gloves calmly.

Her expression was unreadable.

As she stepped out through the main gate, her phone vibrated in her hand.

Her fingers moved swiftly.

They are breaking. Rayan has left.

I made sure they believed that Rayan raped Akshita.

Three dots appeared.

Then vanished.

The woman slipped her phone back into her pocket.

And smiled.

After Some time

Akshita’s room had gone unnaturally quiet.

Machines hummed softly beside the bed, steady and merciless in their rhythm, as if mocking the chaos that had torn through the mansion only moments ago. The curtains were half drawn, letting in a pale wash of early morning light that settled over her still form—too gentle for what she had endured.

Avinash stood near the foot of the bed.

He hadn’t moved since the doctor finished examining her.

He hadn’t spoken.

His face was empty.

Not calm—empty.

As if something essential had been scraped out of him and nothing had bothered to grow back.

Reva sat on the chair beside Akshita, her fingers wrapped tightly around her own wrist, nails digging into skin she no longer felt. Her eyes never left Akshita’s face—not the bandage on her neck, not the IV, not the bruises faintly visible beneath the sheets. She stared only at her sister-in-law’s closed eyes, silently begging them to open.

Shivangi stood near the window, arms wrapped around herself, breathing shallowly, like if she breathed too deeply the room might collapse altogether.

Avinash’s thoughts were not thoughts anymore.

They were fragments.

Broken images.

Failures stacked one on top of the other until they crushed his chest.

He had failed.

At the one thing he had never been allowed to fail at.

Protect her.

Protect her happiness.

He had sworn it the day she was born, the day he held her tiny fingers in his much larger ones and promised—without words—that nothing in this world would ever touch her if he could stand in the way.

And yet here she was.

Broken.

Unconscious.

Her body bearing proof of violence he hadn’t stopped.

He hadn’t protected his sister.

And worse—

He hadn’t protected the man she loved.

Because Avinash knew.

He had always known.

Akshita loved Rayan.

Not care.

Not affection.

Love.

Deep, quiet, devastating love.

That was why he had never asked Rayan to leave, even when the tension became unbearable, even when hatred simmered between them like a wound that refused to heal. He had swallowed his pride. Endured Rayan’s coldness. Endured Reva’s resentment.

All for Akshita.

For her smile.

For her happiness.

For the way her eyes softened whenever Rayan entered the room, even if she tried to hide it.

He had carried their anger willingly, believing that if he bore it long enough, it would keep her safe.

What a fool.

His hands curled slowly into fists.

If he had been stronger—

If he had told the truth sooner—

If he had dragged Rayan away the moment things began to spiral—

Akshita might not be lying here now.

The machine beeped softly.

Reva flinched, her breath hitching, and she leaned closer to the bed instinctively. “Akshita?” she whispered, her voice trembling with desperate hope.

Nothing.

No response.

The silence pressed harder.

Shivangi’s phone vibrated suddenly in her hand.

The sharp sound made all three of them jolt.

She stared at the screen for a second too long, her heart hammering painfully, before answering the call.

“Shivansh?” she said, her voice hoarse.

There was static on the line.

Then his voice—tight, rushed, low.

“Ruhi is coming to check up on Akshita.”

Shivangi frowned. “What? Shivansh, what are you saying—”

The line went dead.

She stared at her phone in disbelief, pulling it away from her ear and checking the screen as if it might explain itself.

Reva turned toward her immediately. “What happened?”

Shivangi swallowed, her throat painfully dry. “It was Shivansh,” she said slowly. “He just said… Ruhi is coming to check on Akshita.”

Avinash finally reacted.

His head lifted slightly, eyes flickering for the first time since they entered the room. “Ruhi?” he repeated, his voice dull, almost distant.

Reva stiffened. “Why would Ruhi—” She stopped herself, realization creeping in, cold and unsettling. “Does she know?”

Shivangi shook her head helplessly. “I don’t know. He didn’t explain. He just said it and hung up.”

The room fell silent again, but this time it was different.

Heavier.

Charged with something ominous.

Avinash looked back at Akshita, his jaw tightening imperceptibly.

Ruhi wasn’t just anyone.

She was observant.

Sharp.

And dangerously perceptive.

If she was coming, it meant something was definitely wrong.

Half an hour passed without anyone noticing the time move.

The light outside shifted almost imperceptibly, the pale dawn giving way to a softer morning glow, but inside Akshita’s room nothing changed. The machines continued their steady hum. Akshita remained still. Avinash hadn’t moved an inch.

Then footsteps echoed in the hallway.

Measured.

Unhurried.

They stopped just outside the door.

Ruhi walked in without knocking.

She wore no white coat, no visible badge—only a dark jacket and a medical kit slung over her shoulder. Her gaze swept the room once, sharp and assessing, taking in Akshita on the bed, the machines, the bruises, the hollowed faces of the people standing around her.

She didn’t ask what happened.

She didn’t offer sympathy.

She went straight to Akshita.

Reva stood up abruptly. “Ruhi—”

Ruhi lifted a hand.

Not aggressively.

Final.

She placed her kit on the side table and opened it with practiced ease, her movements calm enough to feel almost chilling. She checked Akshita’s pulse herself, fingers light but certain, then leaned in to examine her pupils, her breathing, the color of her skin.

No one spoke.

Even the machines seemed quieter.

Without explaining anything, Ruhi drew a syringe from her kit, flicked it once, and injected Akshita through the IV port in a single smooth motion.

Shivangi sucked in a sharp breath. “Ruhi—what are you doing?”

Ruhi withdrew the needle, capped it, and finally straightened.

“She’s safe,” she said evenly. “She’ll wake up in five to ten minutes.”

The words hit the room like a shockwave.

Reva stared at her. “What—?” She shook her head, disbelief flooding her voice. “No. The doctor said—she said Akshita was—”

“—That doctor,” Ruhi interrupted calmly, “shouldn’t have been allowed within ten feet of her.”

Reva froze.

Ruhi turned slightly, her eyes dark, steady. “Whatever—or whoever—she was, she didn’t come here for any good.”

Silence stretched.

Ruhi continued, her voice clinical, stripped of emotion. “Akshita wasn’t drugged with only an aphrodisiac. There was another compound in her system. One designed to make her appear pale, weaken her pulse, suppress neural response.”

Shivangi’s face drained of color.

“If left untreated,” Ruhi went on, “it induces a coma within twenty-four hours. Sometimes earlier.”

Reva’s knees buckled. She gripped the edge of the bed. “You’re saying she would’ve—”

“Yes,” Ruhi said simply. “She would not have woken up.”

Avinash made a sound then—a sharp, broken exhale—as if the weight crushing his chest had shifted, not lifted, just changed shape.

Ruhi finally looked at him.

Really looked.

His blood-stained clothes. His rigid posture. His vacant stare.

She frowned faintly.

“You’re injured,” she stated, already opening her kit again.

“I’m fine,” Avinash said hoarsely.

Ruhi didn’t respond.

She stepped in front of him, unzipped another compartment, and began pulling out gauze, antiseptic, and gloves. “Sit,” she said.

Avinash didn’t move.

Ruhi looked up at him, her gaze unwavering. “You’re bleeding internally. Your pulse is unstable. Sit. Down.”

Something in her tone left no room for argument.

Avinash obeyed.

She worked efficiently, cleaning the blood on his arm, checking his vitals, injecting something into his shoulder with minimal warning. He barely flinched.

Shivangi watched her, confusion and fear twisting together. “Ruhi… how did you know what antidote to bring?” she asked quietly. “And how did Shivansh know? I left the house in a panic. I didn’t even get a chance to tell him anything.”

Ruhi didn’t look at her.

“I didn’t bring one antidote,” she replied calmly. “I brought twenty.”

Shivangi blinked. “Twenty…?”

“I wasn’t sure which one it would be,” Ruhi said, sealing a vial and placing it back into the kit. “So I prepared for all possibilities.”

She finally glanced toward Shivangi, her expression unreadable. “As for Shivansh—what he knows, how he knows, and why—” She paused briefly. “—that’s his right to tell you. Not mine.”

The room fell silent again.

But this silence was different.

Not dead.

Suspended.

Then—

Akshita’s fingers twitched.

Reva gasped. “Akshita—”

Her lashes fluttered faintly.

Once.

Twice.

Her breathing shifted, uneven but real, and a soft, broken sound escaped her throat as consciousness began to pull her back.

Avinash was on his feet instantly, all numbness evaporating in a single, desperate moment. “Akshita—”

Ruhi raised a hand again. “Easy,” she said firmly. “Don’t overwhelm her.”

Akshita’s eyes opened slowly.

They were unfocused.

Confused.

Alive.

The room held its breath.

And whatever truth was waiting beneath the surface had just begun to wake with her.

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